By The Way

I'm posting a bunch of stuff that I have been writing in my notebook.  I have been (surprise surprise) neglecting this medium but am in the process of updating it as of, well...now.

Feeling somewhat normal

So one of my best friends all my life, Valeray, decided to surprise me in the hospital with a visit

Through a Rapist's Eyes

 I stole this from a Facebook post.  Hope it helps someone out so they don't end up like me.

"THROUGH A RAPIST'S EYES" (PLS TAKE TIME TO READ THIS. it may save a life.) Click

Failure

Well I've pretty much failed both my goals for today. Well

The Legal Aspect

Apologies to anyone out there who may actually be reading my posts.  I meant to post this way earlier, but I had to talk to my psychiatrist and then I slept for awhile.  I think my thoughts and understanding is coherent enough that I can finally write an update.

So I had a visit by the police and lawyers today. 

Some Good News

So my doctors gave me some good news today.  Following the rape, they did a series of

My Update

Here goes.  I'll come clean with you.  I'm not in a good place.  I'm having a real honest to goodness crisis of faith.  Faith in myself, faith in the world, faith in...faith.

On New Years Eve I was physically and sexually assaulted.  I cannot